Saturday, May 30, 2009
today went to see night at museum 2 with xm, hh, azri n xm's bro. haha so funny. it'll be so cool if there really was a museum like that. :)i like movies with nice inspiring endings. though its kinda cheesy n cliche sometimes, there alw this nice 'nothing is impossible feeling' when the movie ends. n though it only lasts for a while, it feels real good. n these kinda movies alw teach me sth nice. if only the korean dramas had more of these kind of endings.anyways, after watching the movie, i realise why i joined n i remebered what i said in my interview n my reason for why i wanted to join, it was cause i loved doin what they did. i love going out into the outdoors n enjoying myself n i wanted to share with others the same feeling. but i guess after a while, i got so caught up in my own thoughts that i forgot about my main reason for joining. i had forgotten about it all. n because of that, i did not enjoy myself as much. n i did not look around to see the great ppl around me. thnk u. thnk u for putting up with me n not blaming me. though i guess none of u will ever see this post but thnk u. thnk u so much for being part of my journey these five months. i very well know that there all so many others that deserve to go for this much much much more. but now that everything has been decided, n there's no way to turn back time now, i'll do my best for this camp. i'm gonna go out there to do wat i enjoy doin! :D but its the one of the few times where i'm goin somewhere without my squadmates. :( i'm gonna miss them, even though its only for 5 days. i'll miss u nike!i'll be gone frm mon to fri so dun bother calling me! n i wont be able to make it on tat special first day...
10:32 PM
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